patience
noun
1. the quality of being patient, as the bearing of provocation, annoyance, misfortune, or pain, without complaint, loss of temper, irritation, or the like. 

Learning to be patient is not a simple thing. These few weeks I think I'm doing pretty well, except I'm not happy about tolerating nonsense. (Don't misunderstand my point. Many things have happened that made me learn this.) I guess patience has to be balanced well with aggression, and should not be confused with having to endure crappy attitudes and behaviours from others without a good cause. Because there is no need to tolerate bullshit from people who are not worth the time and effort.

Point being I'm tired. Anger and aggression doesn't change anything. Neither does being nice or trying to make things better. So f it. Just let it be.

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