If I could choose,
I wouldn't choose this life.

If I could choose,
I would do it differently all over again.

If I could choose,
I would go back in time and tell me to be me.
No need to be mature, or considering of consequences.

If I could choose,
I would choose to be blind and deaf to these things around me.

If I could choose,
I would choose to be hard-hearted and selfish,
minus all the guilt.

If I could choose,
I would choose not to love the people who doesn't, and will not,
love me back.

If I could choose,
I would choose to live for myself, and only,
for myself.

If only I could choose.

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