Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Weather: Breezy, cooling
Feeling: Calm yet nervous

I just received the Offer Letter from Kaplan, Mudorch University. (Even though it only took a few hours... )

Honestly, I feel like this month, or in recent months, I've completed a lot of things that I would have never done before, or have never thought that I could or will do. Up till now 2013 has been a blissful year for me and I've been grateful for everything, sincerely, with all of my heart. Everything that has happened, everyone that I've met, every friend I've made and kept, every honest word I've expressed.

It feels like it's the new start of life. Saying my/our byes to the life I'm/we're so used to, as a tertiary student. And now it's time for the hellos to my/our new life, to the new friends, to the new environment, to everything that could and would and might happen. So many more new possibilities, I almost feel like I have a new identity from being 20 now, like everything can be restarted.
(Obviously, I know some things can't but.. maybe one day I'll be brave enough.)

Can you imagine what you can do with your life? What you thought you couldn't do, you probably did it by now. All those things you thought were impossible, you realised that it all is possible when you put in enough effort.

There's so many things I'm grateful for. I'm grateful that I get the chance to travel to Taiwan, that I can (subjective to definition of "playing guitar") play the guitar, that I have a dslr for my photography desires (^^), that I can and am (and will!) learning a language by myself, that I have a laptop and internet access everywhere I go, that I get to listen to music, that I can see the world and read, and understand different languages and dialects and can communicate with other people. The list can go on for so much longer, but in everything, I'm grateful that I'm alive.
James Lipton: What turns you on?
Johnny Depp: Breathing.
James Lipton: What turns you off?
Johnny Depp: Not breathing.
I'm still very much afraid of the future, of the unknown and uncertainty. I still don't consider myself brave. The number of things that I'm scared of is still as long as before. (HAHAHA) But maybe one day I'll no longer be afraid of them. Because every day, I learn something new, I learn that certain things aren't as scary as you think they are, and every day, things change. Let's strive on and stay positive. At least for the rest of 2013, shall we?
让我们再幸福一年,就这一年,不长不短,不要贪心,近未来一点,或许有天就会抵达永远。








ESTHER T.
SG; Gemini; INFJ (1, 2)

Self taught in Photoshop, Illustrator and coding (html and css), I love the process of learning new things and gaining new knowledge. Alongside these knowledge, I also have a wide range of interests- namely photography, writing, lettering, fashion, art, and cooking etc.
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